Hello Blog!

it's been a while since i've typed! gahh
im in Lit Lecture at the moment. we are talking
about kids with guns. its quite interesting. but
the goodness of mac never fails.

Jacob is sitting next to me on my left and Irina
on my right. Ziqing behind me and Cat infront.

i need something better to do. out lecturer is
reading out a page from the book

THE BOAT - by NAM LE

its good. sad, but good.

'not looking good at all' my lecturer adds as
he finishes off.

so. how are you world? i miss blogging honestly.
but too much essays and stuff to do. lazy to blog
>< not good i know.

blogger used to be the best thing! haha.

ok, if i don't publish i think i can go on and
on and on. lol.

i'll stop
after this sentence
is finished.
teehee <3

Australia

Australia is a amazing place. i love it =] Just wish could've
been there longer. The weather gets so annoying! Cold then Hot.
YEESH.

Oct 6th 2010

Well it's been 2 months-ish since i've been at
KIARA REALTY.
Don't catch me wrong it's a nice place and all
but i just wish i had time with my friends.

well, i'm leaving soon. off to see australia
and thats pretty much it.

i have literally 84 days and if you take away
the 7 days im going aussie for a visit 77 days.

not a lot left =(.

on the bright side... well.. there is no bright
side.

BUT

i've always been taught to
ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE.

and i do =]

(sometimes)

I'm gonna miss a lot of ppl.

esp the tkd bunch. again, dun get me wrong. the
people at school are amazing but is you put it
this way, you go to school, you study and have
lunch with them. thats it. projects yes and hwk.
but you never actually do anything with them besides
hang out..

for me, tkd change my life here. the peopl there
are funny, hilarious, great..

i love them so much. each and everyone.

especially the three girls that were with me
Sara
Sherene
Nathalie

these girls made me live something new each time i
go there. i love them so much..

And definitely

Leong Wai Lun.

my bro for life. he knows me literally inside out
its amazing.

Brother phua as well! =] Korea buddy ^^

too many people to love.

and definitely not forgetting my one and only dear.

i wuv him with all my heart! <3

sayang ah, if you are reading this now,
know that no one in this world can ever take you place. i
will always love you and you only. your smile is to die for
and you love is all i need. you are perfect in everyway! i'm
so glad i found someone like you. you care for me like no
one else does. you tell me whats right and whats not. you love
me and i thank you for doing that. Like you said. i'm dumb to
love you but you are smart to love me haha. only we know why right? =]
i love you sayang. forever and always.

xx

Anyway. i'm leaving 16th Oct - 23rd Oct to Melbourne to have a
look around.

need anything? contact me ^^

xx
KMJV

Currently at work..

Well.. im on two comps today. my own and the office one.
easier to seperate.. my own with office work. =]

time pass by so fast! its 3.45pm! oh gawd..

i wanna go home!
K

5 Months

i'm going to work well, i've started already for 5 months.
it will prob teach me a lot ^^ how to handle things that
is. hmm. Ms. Khoh is in charge of me and so is Ms. Chin.
They are both really nice people!

Today i've finished not so much but its cause Ms. Khoh has
no time to teach me. >< But its ok. There always is tmrw!

Hmm.. Kiara Realty is a nice company. Everyone is so friendly!
AND really kind =D

besides work, i literally only have
5 more months here in KL
5 more months of taekwondo left
5 more months with my dear
5 more months with my school mates
5 more months left to create infinite memories.

i dont wanna leave just yet.

things here in malaysia have not finished yet. ><

I wanna spend more time with Dear.
i wanna spend more time with my demo team.

GAH! i dont wanna go!

o well. it is better for my futurue. i hope i get into trinity!
MELB UNI BABE! =]

<3

Jon

Jon


for those of you who don't know him,
he could possibly be the greatest thing
that has ever happen to me. we met
at ILTMC but at that time, we didn't
talk much. 

we did argue though. the first day. it
was funny how that was the reason i
was attached to him. a month passed
and i was bored? haha..kinda mean so
i toke my boredom out on him.

after he replied my first sms, we sorta..
connected? it was awkward..how i've
drawn so close to him in just one day. 
love at first text? hhahaha

on the second day... i guess you could 
say sparks flew. i cudnt wait to recieve
his every text. haa

"UPGRADE JOR! from miracle doctor to sayang"

he is so funny =] well, i guess you can
 say, he has been my sayang ever since
May 2nd 2010
and still is. 

My sayang

My Laogong^^

guess its been a journey and i've finally 
found the correct road.

i've been lost for so long an reli and honestly

"Thank god blessed the broken road, that led me straight to you"

He may not be the perfect person but

True love, is to love an imperfect person, 
perfectly. and in my eyes, he was already
perfect to begin with. 

My dear,

Ever since i met you, you've brought nothing but happiness. Everyday of my life has been filled with wonders and excitement. i look forward to everyday and every morning i wake up, i know i have you always there for me. You have a very high position in my heart that will never change. You know where you stand and you pretty much dont need me to point it out. I made a vow to you that i hope never to break. i cant promise u i wont get hurt but i will try my best to stay out of danger cause i know how much it hurts you. "To the world, you might be one person, but to one person, you might be the world." You are my world sweetheart. You have my heart. So dont break it! I love you loads. =) Muaaxx

                                                                                                                                          Karmern

 


NO.

Thoughts.


that is what bothers me. It's either you think to much, or, you
dont think at all. i keep having the pass brought forward thru
many ways. Its killing. 

The past,

i thought it would be over, i wouldn't think about again, it would
just disappear like mist. But the thing is, the next morning, Mist
would be there again. It doesn't go away completely. 

Lets say you brake something. Its in pieces and you thought you've
cleaned up the whole place and later, you find small pieces hidden.
Its still here.
You,
are still here.

Your presence,
is still here.

How come, i can't get rid of you? why, must you always be here. Can't
i just have some time away? =[

I regret saying all those things to you. i reli shudve thought before
i spoke. Im sorry. But you wudn't even read this so whats the point.

Saying sorry.

If saying sorry was the only thing we had to do, then why are there
police and laws? 

Am i rite?

=[ Life, is complicating.
Love, is just mysterious.

They say when you love someone, you glow. you are always happy,
you are never sad and even if you were, it wud only be for maybe a
minute. 

I cant seem to smile. WHY.

I ask myself this all the time.

WHY.

Are you reli gone in my life? 
Were you even in it?
Is this all a dream? 

I HOPE it is. 

BUT. NO.

it's not. 

It never was.

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